too late for filters

Is it totally presumptuous of me to believe I would be different were I around more single people?

I've honestly never felt more in want (want. not need.) in my life, and frankly it's disgusting me.

Don't get me wrong, I am super happy for the 20-ish (legitly) couples I'm surrounded by, but damn I wish it didn't have this ridiculous effect on me.

Yeah, I said damn.

Feels weird writing it.

Actually it feels pretty weird in my head now that I think about it. Like something Natalie Portman or some other person entirely separate from me would say. And it would sound pretty cool.

This is a blogpost at 3am.

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I should go to sleep before I write anything else I'll regret.

GOOD NITe.